Viena stunda un četrdesmit minūtes..

..lai aizbrauktu no Dailes teātra līdz Alfai ar autobusu pa Brīvības ielu.

Par Platonu, mani un filozofiju kā tādu.

Let me address this entry in English (for no particular reason, really..).

Lately I've been thinking loads about people, coincidences, fortune and destiny.
I've been questioning myself about losses, injustice, failures and regrets.
I've been investigating Life, hoping to make some valid conclusions.
Yeah right! :D
For a moment I actually convinced myself that there IS a specific life-plan (something like "the right path") for each and every one of us. I believed there is something Big ahead of us, set up by God (..or gods, or whoever you might worship), that needs to be figured out. And once you solve the Big Puzzle, you get the key to The Happy Life.

Well, that's not a completely useless bunch of thoughts, in fact, I've met enough people happy to accept such an approach.

However, it does not satisfy my (all in all sceptical) being.
Simply because (thanks to Plato, the philosopher, whos writing inspired me to view things more critically) I no longer believe in anything Perfect, let it be a perfect juicy pineapple or a perfect happy life...

That great Plato who I mostly hated over the period of last 2 years (while struggling with countless essays on his big ideas), that very man has finally "got me"!

There is no Perfect Thing. There is no life that's fully happy. So what do we strive for? Is it all for nothing? You say you want to live better but what's better? What's good or bad anyway? Is everything relative?

No.

There is no Perfect Life that could be lived. But such life can be imagined.

Can you think of a fully happy life for yourself?
I can.
Can you live it?
I can't.

My ability extends to doing my best at making my choices and shaping myself as an intelligent thinker - all that with an aim to struggle for reaching the unreachable Perfect Life.

Life's all about struggling. And in the end you don't even get what you truly wanted.

Hahahahaha!

P.S. Who knows if I don't discover another personal philosophy by tomorrow morning... :)

Tā.

Viss. Pietiek. Basta! Enough! Dostatočno!
Man vairs nebūs depresiju. Es vairs nesūdzēšos, nečīkstēšu, nežēlošu sevi. Vairs negremdēšos atmiņās. Vairs nesabrukšu zem iedomātas nastas. Nemelošu sev.
Dzīve ir tikai viena (banāla patiesība).
Ko, pie velna, es te čakarējos???
Man ir tik labi, viss ir tik labi, man ir tā veicies un zinu - veiksies arī turpmāk. Dievs nav mazais bērns, ir tikai jābūt tīrai sirdsapziņai.
Man būs sapnis, es sevi sapratīšu, iepazīstot tos, kas man apkārt. Viss notiek uz labu.
Viss notiek uz labu!

just have a little faith in me.
[John Hiatt]

Smaidu :)

Reizēm pietiek ar īsu brīdi kopā ar labu cilvēku un dzīve kļūst daudz gaišāka un tu pats kļūsti tāds, kādam tev jābūt vienmēr - foršs :)

Sad smiles.

Arī fantastiskas draudzības izdziest, laikam ejot un cilvēkiem mainoties.
Žēl tikai, ka tas notiek, kad neesi tam gatavs.
Negribas ticēt, bet cik ilgi var cīnīties par to, kas jau zaudēts??
Man likās, ka draudzība slīd ārā no rokām, bet the truth is - tā jau sen bija izslīdējusi.
Live with it, ance!!

My bright future

Uz nākamo darba apmācību sesiju man jāsagatavo detalizēts apraksts par 2iem tēliem pēc izvēles:

Sivēntiņš
Pele Mele
Putnēns Mollis
Runcēns Francis
Spociņš Lociņš
Krāsu Princese
u.c.

Ja man ļoooti paveiksies un mans apraksts būs radošs un atbilstošs, tad es dabūšu to lomu, kuru visvairāk gribu! Jeee! Vēl tik netieku vaļā no dilemmas - Spociņš Lociņš vai Pele Mele..? :o

P.S. Ja tu smejies, tad viss ir kārtībā! This whole thing is an irony. No, it's a sarcasm.